Someone told me that "hey, you have to be your self, nobody can and should controling you, you have yours. Look, how many "thing" you can't do but you CAN do just because you're in rule? a "STUCK" rule??"
Terdiam dan tak dapat berkata lebih jauh, hanya meng-iya-kan setiap inci huruf yang dia ucapkan.
Selama ini, aku harus melangkah atas bayangnya, atas lampu yang iya pasang, dan dikala dia tidak memasang lampu, dan aku sangat ingin berjalan, aku buta dan dia tidak menuntun.
Someone continue telling "And how many MAN fallin in love with you, wanna grow old and wild with you? did you feel the same? or have you a dream prince , you have been pray for? or just a simple case, have you meet someone you fallin in love with?
Tersenyum memaksa agar hati tak goyah, agar hati selalu kuat. Tidak menjawab pastinya, hanya tersenyum dan bersenandung "heemmph"
Selama ini, sudah kesekian kalinya "menyukai" dan "disakiti" akan sama sakitnya di akhir. Selanjutnya, biarkan dia yang merancang dan biarkan dia yang mengatur, aku hanya ingin duduk manis menatap layar biru megah yang tak pernah berbohong bila sedang gundah atau bahagia, ditemani desir angin yang tak bosan menghembuskan "Kamu bisa lebih baik, kamu bisa lebih baik"
The last thing i have been keeping is "just follow the rule and you save, i'm a person who can't be free with breaking rule, i'm truly my self with my freedom heaven without breaking the rule"
As someone said, i dedicate this page (SOMEONE TOLD) for Andi Rizqullah, Happy forever for you and ur fiance, Allah with you as always. Allah with your du'a as always.
